Apa keadaan aku sekarang ni? Esok bibik dah nak fly. Flight dia kul 3.15pm. Perasaan bercampur baur. Sedih, anxious, nervous sume ada...I guess because it will be some sort like a life changing situation, I get really nervous.
For the past few days, aku dok sibuk merangka menu sebulan sebab niat aku memang nak memasak untuk family. I want to do it. It would be my little accomplishment if I can manage this. Aku memang tak cekap kat dapur, kena tunggu orang suruh baru nak buat. And yet now nak manage rumah pulak without bibik. Camne? Lesson learnt from past experience, aku terlalu amik masa nak masak. Dah cerita dah kat sini. Kalau aku claim aku pandai bab time management, then aku kena buktikan yang aku boleh manage masa aku di rumah jugak.....
Hari ni pulak wedding anniversary aku. Baru perasan bila tengok diary. Tak buat apa-apa pun. Cuma wassap hubby nak test dia ingat tak anniversary harini. Aku tanya, dia tanya balik. Aku pun tak sure whether dia ingat ke tidak. Pastu dia ajak lunch petang. Aku reluctant sebab kena amik ad hoc half day and Isnin memang aku cuti sbb nak prepare apa yang patut bila bibik takda. Lastly aku wish dia
'Happy 16th Anniversary. Thank you for being such a wonderful companion. Through ups and downs. You've always been there. You have always been my charms...'
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